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I'm angry enough

 

My close friend and fellow Harvey Weinstein survivor, Lysette Anthony, wrote a response to the widely reported speech by Germaine Greer at the Hay Festival during which she claimed most rape doesn’t involve "any injury whatsoever" and that it should be viewed as merely a “lazy, careless and insensitive” act.  If you read the reports more closely, you'll notice that Ms. Greer's use of the words ‘outrage’ and ‘humiliation’ and the suggestion that rapists should have an R tattooed on their cheeks do not match her statement that women, who like her, have experienced violent rape are not traumatized but are “bloody annoyed.”

Bloody annoyed but “still not angry enough.”

Minimizing, dismissing, emotional numbness – these are all characteristics of dissociation. It appears that Ms. Greer has not yet been able to integrate her own experience of rape which left her ‘beaten half conscious.’ Failure to be angry about her rapist, who then went on to rape another woman and in both cases was never brought to justice, does not sound like someone who is really in touch with her feelings, nor the reality of the harm done. She refuses to accept that women’s lives are destroyed, refuses to acknowledge injury when there are no visible signs, but to make statements that are so seemingly callous suggests that Ms. Greer has indeed suffered terrible injury, which is now manifesting in her inability to have empathy for others and, most likely, for herself.  

We know that feelings can only be suppressed so long before they erupt into anger, and if the person who caused that anger is beyond reach you will carry around ‘an empty frame of aggression.’ Ms. Greer’s frame seems to include men in general, women who get raped, lazy husbands, the #MeToo generation... but sadly not the person who is really responsible for the damage that is evident to everyone except her.

Ms. Greer also states that a man rolling over on his exhausted wife, claiming his conjugal rights without love or tenderness, is tantamount to rape. In Sweden, a law has just been passed to support that view. In one speech, she flip-flops from minimizing violent rape to decrying what some women would reconcile to themselves as an obligation of marriage. She is correct in calling all sexual intercourse without consent rape, but would she really characterize her own rapist as a lazy man and herself as a victim, passively complicit?

It seems as if somewhere in this shocking speech there was once some logic that has become confused and conflated with her own experiences and her general distrust of male/female relationships. We are left with the impression of Germaine Greer as a victim, an angry woman whose reason for anger is so far buried that she spits out nonsense that to her feels true because, as with many trauma survivors, the past continues to intrude upon the present. The clue is in her own history. Whatever Germaine Greer once did for feminism, it has done nothing for her. She is as unhealed now as after her rape at the age of 18. Despite her dangerous and damaging words, for that you have to feel sorry.

 

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Cissy thanks for sharing Eve Ensler's interview:

"I know what rape does. What people don't understand about rape – and it's so hard to communicate – is it's not an act, it's a life. It robs you of dignity, agency, choice. It is an invasion that renders you incapable of trust and makes intimacy one of the most terrifying things. A woman in Haiti said something brilliant to me – she said it makes sex something you're obsessed with but can never enjoy. The sexual assault and the beatings by my father made me leave my body, and you know, I am 60 years old and it is only this year that I'm finally able to actually purge his negative and dark projections into me, and reinhabit my own body."

 

 

That's what any sexual molestation does. You dissociate from the shame, pain, anger, rage, helplessness. It is just too much to bear. That someone can be so callous and uncaring. It cuts into your core self.

I too am slowly beginning to reinhabit my own body. At first, it felt so strange and weird. Trying to figure out who I really am.

Louise:

Thanks for writing about this because, I have to be honest, it just made my brain and heart hurt so much when I heard this. I wanted to stick my head under my pillow and ignore it completely and stay asleep. It's so hard not to react to reactions. It's so hard to keep compassionate and open while feeling slammed and offended by the words of others. It's hard to stay true and clear about social justice and what now and what next without feeling the old weight of all the denials, disbelief, twisted logic of how it's not really that bad or somehow acceptable or all a survivor's responsibility, etc. etc. etc. I'm kind of astounded by you because I'm not able to do that right now. For the moment, I can't seem to find my words or clarity. For the moment, I feel a little knocked off the boat and into the water by some of the backlash. But please know your advocacy and insights, perspectives and opinions, are appreciated. They are a buoy and a life jacket. 

Here's an interview with Eve Ensler and it's from 2014 when some of this same insanity was being said.

Fay Weldon once said, "Rape is not the worst thing that can ever happen to a woman, if you are safe, alive and unmarked afterwards." Germaine Greer has argued something similar, claiming, "It is not women who have decided that rape is so heinous, but men." Is it just possible, I ask Ensler, that we have accorded rape greater emotional power than it merits?

"That is just the most ludicrous thing I've ever heard." She looks stricken, and speaks slowly and deliberately. "I know what rape does. What people don't understand about rape – and it's so hard to communicate – is it's not an act, it's a life. It robs you of dignity, agency, choice. It is an invasion that renders you incapable of trust, and makes intimacy one of the most terrifying things. A woman in Haiti said something brilliant to me – she said it makes sex something you're obsessed with but can never enjoy. The sexual assault and the beatings by my father made me leave my body, and you know, I am 60 years old and it is only this year that I'm finally able to actually purge his negative and dark projections into me, and reinhabit my own body."

Thanks Louise. Thank you.

Cis

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