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We are Dented Cans

 

This article was originally posted on the Forward-Facing Institute Blog

written by Pete Cargill.


We are Dented Cans

Dented cans are cast aside, although they are not broken. A dent is not the can’s fault, it did not decide to get dropped, or kicked, or mishandled. It just happened. The dent can’t be removed. The dent is on the outside of the can, it cannot be hidden or disguised. Some dents are bigger and more noticeable than others. The can could be rewrapped but the dent will remain.

Even though the contents remain intact, preserved, and safe, people assume they are not….because of the dent.

The cans are often grouped together on a shelf regardless of their contents, from tuna to fruit cocktail. On that shelf, their contents and wrappers mean nothing. They sit together on that shelf with their unfixable dents. Clearly no longer confused with “the perfectly good cans.”

On that shelf, they see that there are many dented cans. They are not the only ones. Their defect…they now see in others. The others see it in them. They sit together on that shelf and their dents are what unite them.

They don’t get discarded or die, they just have their prices drastically reduced. They have lost most of their monetary value. But they don’t care about that; they are still worth something.

The cans are usually purchased by those who need the contents to survive. They are grateful for the dents. They have little money and need to eat, to provide for their families. A can might get picked up by a child who doesn’t even see the dent, but instead is excited to eat fruit cocktail. He is grateful for this dented can. The can leaves the others and he smiles as he feels pride in his dent. The other cans see the pride and it helps them. They become aware that this can truly appreciated his dent.

We are trauma survivors. We are the dented cans.

We didn’t cause or ask for our dents. We are often ashamed of them and curse them. We are often cast aside as no good, our worth slashed like the prices of the dented cans. We believe we are useless and less-than. We try to cover our dents to gain acceptance and worth, but we know it’s only a cover. It won’t fool anyone. What we don’t realize until we are put on the shelf with the other dented cans is that our insides--our hearts and souls, talents, and gifts--are all still intact. It takes a dented can to truly know another dented can.

Our dents--our traumas--unite us. We see the value in the others and they see it in us.

We are not bad, we are not broken. We are strong and united. We have felt judged and looked down upon by the perfect cans. But when we are known by the other dented cans, we realize that our true value is not measured by our dents, but by our contents. We are grateful that we can provide for those in need. They know that we are intact, preserved, and safe. Through their knowing, we begin to see it, too. Some of us have been on the mark-down shelf for a long time, sometimes all alone. But our dents remind us of our strength and we hang in so that the next can to show up won’t have be alone.

I am a dented can.

I choose to wear my dent as a mark of courage and empathy. And there will always be room on my shelf.


Pete Cargill was born and raised in New Jersey with his 5 siblings. He is the proud father of two daughters, 15 and 10, and husband of 16 years to Amy. He was a general contractor for 25 years and has worked in just about all of the trades. Currently, he enjoys riding his motorcycle, spending time with his “3 ladies,” and having good conversation with friends. He is always learning. Foward-Facing comes from wanting to use his struggles to help others gain a sense of hope, connection, and self-worth.

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I understand your comparison to dented cans ... but I don't see myself that way.  Like so many, I experienced terrible trauma growing up that left me with a false sense of identity, a negative and angry view of the world and the people in it, and virtually no life skills.  I have been working for many years to unlearn the negative and untrue things I was taught, to learn who I am and how I nurture that person, and to know at least the basics of how to live.  What happened to me in childhood wasn't something I chose or wanted - it was imposed by others.  I think they are the dented cans, missing things that make them whole and able to function normally.  If anything, I think of myself as handicapped -- emotionally, cognitively, behaviorally -- by the people who were supposed to love me and raise me with the knowledge and skills I needed to live a good, independent adult life. But many times handicaps can be overcome or reduced in their impact.  That's what I've spent the last years of my life doing as so many others must do.  Like everyone I have problems getting through life.  Doesn't everybody?  Many of us are injured people and we need to and can - to some degree - heal, with work.  We're good people trying to get better.  I'd buy that brand any day.

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