The Holidays Celebrate Everything I Don't Have (Friends, Family, Community, Rest, Enjoyment)
Was sitting here tonight thinking about everything that a sizable portion of the population will be looking forward to this and next week as we enter the apex of the holiday season. And how little of it I have in my life. I don't have fond childhood memories. My entire childhood, and up through age 30, was spent in my own version of personal dissociation. It was a very aware and present experience. But one entirely and wholly devoid of an actual true self. It was autistic masking taken to...